Lyrics

Excitement of disease

You got the ways and means
to cause so much confusion
to live in the illusion
that you fought for and believed

But it dont seem true
that the bad guy gets abused too
something you eluted to
for so long now and cant see

You been running away, but your fading to gray
You been running so long, you wake up and your gone

Heart beats race
as you park your car a bit up the block
Count your money and you make some small talk
The excitement of disease
Go back home
and the wear and tear is starting to show
Alone and looking out your window
your unable to get free

Wake up every morning to the alarm clock
Finish up a little and have a long talk with yourself
Wonder if ill always be the bad guy
Sip a little and go and tell an old lie to yourself

But your lack of your direction seems to stand for your obsession
Meet with your connection inside
Make it though another day try to find another way
Dont know how to live and dont want to die

You been running away, but your fading to gray
You been running so long, you wake up and your gone